Firstly, a quick note for uksweetheart. Doh! Yes, I did mean 15 stone and not 5. Jeez, I have problems in my life but being too thin is certainly not one of them! I will try to type a little better in future!
Incidentally, since my last update, I have had a weigh-in and added many pounds to my girth. Last weigh-in was 15 (that's fifteen) stone 6lbs. But I really have tried hard this last 5 days, so if I don't lose tomorrow I will be seriously pissed off. Wish me luck!
Nothing really to report of late. Twins have been okay, which is the main reason I started this whole blog thing.
Girl One needs a mention though. Things seem to be develoing there.
Let me just say though that I'm not actively seeking out an affair. Would I have one if the oppurtunity presented itself? I don't know. I would try not to, but the way I'm feeling most of the time, I think I would like the attention that would come with an affair. (Yes, I know, all you women out there are probably throwing old fruit at your computers screens right now calling me a useless, weak, typical man. But remember - we have feelings too. When you spend your days looking after three kids and your better half is mostly cold towards you, then it becomes easy to fall into the trap of finding warmth elsewhere. I'm not trying to justify the potential for an affair, but I am trying to explain how I got to this stage.
And anyway - I'm not even having an affair!!!!
But here's the thing: does a woman know when a man fancies them? I've already said that Wifey has made noises to suggest she thinks something might be going on with Girl One (which it isn't) but what would Girl One think? I have become quite friendly with her. We've been out for coffee, talked together for longer than is probably necessary, that kind of thing. So, would you say she knows I like her? And if so, what are her motives? And what are mine? Can a man and woman really be friends without sex getting in the way? Maybe I should watch 'When Harry Met Sally' again...!
I'd appreciate some comments from people to see what they think of my burgeoning (us that the right word?) friendship with Girl One. But don't be too judgemental... I'm only a guy and we have feelings too!
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If you respected yourself you wouldn't be so overweight. It's a wonder Wifey isn't already on the look out for a slimline model. Maybe she has met someone else who makes her feel 'good'.
Nor would you respect yourself if you started an affair with 'girl one'. In fact your guilt would probably cause you to hate Wifey. Then the kids would suffer.
A woman only needs half a brain to know that her husband has other desires. If you have evil inclinations have fun telling her about an imaginary playmate with sleek titian hair, flawless skin, sensuous lips and a disturbingly sexy, husky voice!
Of course Wifey is cold. Not only is she exhausted from work and the kids, but she possibly receives no affection from you.
You could try an intellectual exercise, one that demands discipline and dedication. Daily blogging about your life is hardly that.
Instead of being a house husband how about another job where you wouldn't feel dependent and depressed?
Dawn